the world crumbles around me.

I’ll be fine and then I won’t be.

just like that.

That quickly my entire life changes.

I become engulfed

in this storm raging inside my mind.

I forget how to smile,

how to laugh.

All I know is that I am not okay.

I am not okay at all.

All I know is that the pain in my head

somehow becomes pain in my body.

My muscles ache and

my limbs become weak and heavy.

My mind spinning a thousand thoughts

into one single moment of emptiness,

and yet I keep it to myself.

A secret kept to the grave.

Fear takes over and silence ensues .

My struggles are my own,

not the cares of others.

Why burden anyone with

pointless words that even I can’t

make sense of?

So I just lay here.



This body is a coffin,

and I’m burried alive.


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